my god's grace is simply amazing :)

when life gives u lemons, u make lemonade.
what if life slaps u right in your face and crushes your dreams like it simply was...nothing
dreams that you have harboured for years, 5 years to be exact
u get smacked in the face.
and suddenly u feel lost.
something that u never thought would happen.

i told everyone nobody would vote for me.
i said it but i didn't mean it.
but it's too late now aye
i just suck too much.
why in the world would anyone want you as a councillor u dumb ass.
u freaking just piss people off

i used to think even if my family hates me,
there would be those friends who would always be there for me, no matter what happens
but now
i think everyone just hates me to the core.


if i die, nobody would actually care.
people can just continue with their lives,
cause i simply dont matter.