I never knew finding things out can be so painful.
I don't even know why this is affecting me so much.
it has nothing to do with me

SNHOCKEY
I always thought we were bonded
as a team, as a whole
as one big family

there isnt gossip between family members
there shouldnt be embarrasment.
i dont know what is happening
if i had known it was going to be like this
i'd rather we never voted for captain
i'd rather we dont have a captain
than having so many misunderstandings between people.

i just wanna pray that u will grow up
think about other people's feelings before u talk
u freaking are sec3 and u are acting as if youre not a year over 6.
sometimes i really just wanna ask u to shut up
i really just wanna slap u
but u are my senior, u always will be

WHY ARE U SO FREAKING INCONSIDERATE.
ever thought of the feelings of other people?
we aern't just toys. we have feelings emotions.
if u dont like us i get it
but do u really have to do this

lord i pray that u will make things better, that somehow u will make a way,
u will make all this better.
cause u always do lord
u make a way when there is no way

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO LORD
in church
im not close to anyone
i cant talk to anyone
i dont know who to be
i cant be myself
i dont even know who i am
everyone else seems so holy they always seem so right
yet im so full of sin
i feel inferior lord

I CANT TALK TO ANYONE
i dont feel comfortable in church
and its taking up alot of time
i cant stand this
i dont have time to do anything

why am i so stupid
why cant i plan my time properly






HOW CAN LIFE BE SO WONDERFUL ONE MOMENT AND SUDDENLY SUCK SO BADLY THE NEXT
LIFE ISNT FAIR